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I planted the seed, Apollos watered it, but God made it grow.

So neither he who plants nor he who waters is anything but

only God, who makes things grow. The man who plants and the

man who waters have one purpose, and each will be rewarded 

according to his own labor. For we are God’s fellow workers;

you are God’s field, God’s building.

1 Corinthians 3:6-9

The Power of One

ONE is a powerful number. I can think of many things that started with one.  One  person stepped out in faith.   One person responding to a yearning in their heart.  One person wanting to make a dream come true.  One person listening to the voice of God. Yet, at  the end of the day,  the outcome was more than one. 

Janine Stang

This morning as I was watching the Today Show they did an interview with Janine Stange. As of this evening, she will have sung the Star Spangled Banner in all fifty states.  She started this journey as a way of showing her respect and gratitude to our service men and women who have taken that one step forward to protect what the Star Spangled Banner stands for. As they were wrapping up the interview with Janine, these words she shared struck a chord in my heart. She noted that when the Star Spangled Banner  is sung no matter the venue that it is a time when everyone is one.

As I reflect on that statement of how everyone is one  as we gather at a venue to sing the National Anthem, I think of many things that started with one.  One person with a dream and/or nudge from God. For example, Martin Luther King, Jr. He had a dream. His dream was that all men and women were to be treated equal. He stepped out in faith and as he stepped out others came along and joined in with his mission. At the end of the day, his one voice became many voices working to make his dream a reality.

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Then of recent, there was the famous ice bucket challenge. It took one person saying they would have ice water poured over them and issuing a challenge to others to do likewise to raise awareness and money for ALS. Out of that one challenge, social media was full of ice bucket challenges and challengers. The outcome of one person extending the challenge resulted in not only bringing awareness to ALS but also money was raised for ALS research.

When I think of OneI not only think of the National Anthem when everyone is one, Martin Luther King, Jr. with his one dream, or the ALS challenge, but I think of this scripture from 1 Corinthians 3:6-9. When it comes to the Kingdom of God it only takes one person to sow a seed of faith, hope and grace. Then, someone else comes along and waters it. As time goes on there is more than one in helping a pilgrim on their faith journey.  As a result the Kingdom of God grows and flourishes.

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You see, we are all one.  As Christians we have been called to invite others into the Kingdom of God.  It only takes us listening to that ONE voice and stepping out in faith and sharing God’s grace, light, and love.  As we listen to that ONE  voice , there are others who are also listening to that ONE voice that are also stepping out in faith.  The end result we have a multitude of voices  sharing the light of Christ.  Just as Janine Stange, expressed what it is like for everyone to be as one as the National Anthem is sung, we are ALL ONE IN CHRIST!

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One. A powerful number. “All it takes is one voice. Then, when you look around there is more than one voice singing.”   May we be willing to step out in faith in sharing the Good News of our risen Savior.  I won’t challenge you to  pouring a cold bucket of ice water over your head to get the message across. However,  I challenge you to respond to that ONE voice. Step  out in faith in response to the call that has been placed in your heart. Just like the ice bucket challenge I know without a doubt there will be more than just your one voice.  There will be others that will step out to join and support you on the journey of which you have been called.

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An Angel In My Path

 Keep loving each other as brothers. Do not forget to entertain strangers, 

for by so doing some people have entertained angels without know it.”

Hebrews 13:1-2

Smokey

Smokey My angel who reminds me of God’s unconditional love for me.

In the last month, Smokey and I have begun volunteering at our local hospital.  When I adopted Smokey I didn’t dream at the time that there would be a ministry for me with this pup that has become joined at the hip with me. This past January, we had him certified as an Emotional Support Assist dog. We primarily had him certified for me.  However, over the last couple of years, he has shown us the gift he has in bringing comfort to other people. Thus, my adopting him has evolved in to a ministry of sorts.

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This morning as Smokey and I finished up our visits at the hospital,  we encountered a couple of the family members sitting outside  that we had encountered earlier  in one of  the family waiting areas.  I stopped once again to say hello and let them love on Smokey one more time. The conversation progressed and  this one particular family member began to share her story  and  journey.  The more she shared the more her story resonated in my heart and mind.   I heard the  echoes of events that have taken place on my faith journey. This past week had been a week of emotion and my spiritual wellness being drained.  Tears welled up in my eyes because I was not only listening to her story  but through her sharing she was ministering to me.

In our conversation, we shared how important it is to count our blessings especially in times of trials. I told her that the first blessing we receive every morning is that God wakes us up. She went on with that thought and said; “you are right.”And; ” if God wakes you up in the mornings he has a plan and purpose for you for the day.” This lady went on to say that it is important to not only count your blessings every day but because we are blessed to do at least one kind thing for someone during the day.  We both agreed that among the trials in life there is hope and there are blessings.

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As I wrapped up my conversation with her,  God placed the following words on my heart to share with this sweet lady. The words were; God doesn’t promise us perfect days but he promises us A Perfect Day in his time.”

Earlier this week, I was struggling with exhaustion, with hurt and the yearning to be lifted and healed emotionally and spiritually. And, here I was at a hospital for where the sick go to be treated and hopefully healed. Yet,  I was being healed by someone right outside the hospital  doors by a sweet lady with kindness and love in her eyes and voice as she talked to me.   Needless to say, I walked to my car feeling wrapped up in the Holy Spirit’s arms with tears of healing streaming down my face.

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I truly believe God has his angels walking among us. This morning, I was blessed by an angel.  This person may not realize the impact they made on my life in those few briefs moments but she was my angel with the words I needed to hear.

God is good!

All the time!

May you be showered with blessings in the days ahead.

Press On

I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 3:14

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It was Labor Day Weekend of 1983 when I first pulled into this driveway with Jim. I had flown up from Atlanta to spend the weekend with Jim and to see where he grew up. As soon as we pulled up into the driveway, the door flew open with his mom and dad  running out to greet us. This particular weekend was only  the beginning of many years of experiencing a home with doors that were open to all. A home  that was full of laughter and love.

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This past week Jim and I walked through this home and the yard one more time. The rooms that were once full of furniture are now empty.  Jim’s dad passed away earlier this year and his mom has moved to a condo. The house is in the process of being sold. As we walked into each room, tears filled our eyes. In the kitchen, we recalled the aromas  of many meals Jim’s mom had prepared not only for the family but for friends and strangers who soon became dear friends. Throughout the house there were echoes of children playing, people laughing and you sensed the walls were  saying: loved was lived out here.

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Before leaving, we walked out to the barn and to his dad’s garden spot. Although Jim’s dad did not feel well, he had planted a garden last year. Jim and I reflected on how much we enjoyed the tomatoes his dad had grown and how they tasted even better last year because we knew his dad had to crawl on his hands and knees to pick them for us.  All around us we saw nothing but love and the labor of love put into action.

10578230_726466007418080_1170647241_oJim and I slowly got in the truck.  As we  pulled out of the driveway one last time with tears in our eyes. We took each other’s hand and looked at one another knowing that his dad would want us to press on toward  the goal and continue to share this legacy of love and grace with others.

All of us experience the ending of one chapter and the task of beginning a new one. These transitions are not always easy. However, we must know that it is all a part of God’s plan and it is all a part of our journey to our eternal home.  May we  press toward the goal of Christ Jesus.

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Absorb the Moment

‘I realize that there’s nothing better for them to do than to be cheerful 

and 

enjoy what is good in their lives.

Ecclesiastes 3:12

 

Over the summer, I have done very little writing. Instead, I have found myself reflecting of years past and absorbing the moments given to me each day.  As I grow older, time moves even faster. This song, “You’re Gonna Miss This” resonates and reminds me of how fast time flies by. I have found myself making it more of a priority to enjoy the people around me and the creation around me. Deadlines and clean houses can wait if there is an opportunity to soak up a moment that will never come back. I want to capture that moment when I see a butterfly resting on my butterfly bush, or the hummingbirds fighting over who has a turn to get the nectar out of the feeder.

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I love the quote; “don’t get caught up in making a living to the point you forget to make a life.” The world is at a faster pace than it has ever been. It is so easy to get caught up in what we are doing and what is going on that we forget to stop and absorb the moment.

hummingbird

Capturing every little moment you can became very real and clear for me over the past holiday season. My father-n-law had cancer and was in a decline with the battle. We were at my sister-in-law’s for Thanksgiving dinner and as the family began to get up from the table and start clearing, I looked across the room and there sat Jim’s dad. He had a smile on his face and I could tell he was soaking up every little detail, every word said and simply savoring the moment to the fullest. He did not want to miss a thing. It is an image that will never escape my memory or my heart.

Granddaddy enjoying his family.

Granddaddy enjoying his family.

As I sit on the front porch of the Butterfly House at Lake Junaluska,  I share and update Mom on the people I have re-connected with from our days gone by. I share how some of the ones I grew up with are now  raising kids, have kids in high school/college, and/or becoming grandparents and retiring.  Mom says; “it seems like you all ought to be loading up in the car heading to the school for a dance, band practice or a game.”  Yet, we are the ones sitting on the sidelines like our parents and grandparents would do cheering our children,  grandchildren, nieces, and nephews on.  Just as the Steve Miller lyric says; ” time keeps on moving, moving to the future.”

Jim soaking up the moments around him at the Butterfly House, Lake Junaluska, NC

Jim soaking up the moments around him at the Butterfly House, Lake Junaluska, NC

As time moves forward, I am reminded of the days when I was a kid and wanted to grow up so fast. Sadly, the world is a hurried place. We rush from here to there. It is easy to get frustrated when the demands of every day living and survival are in over drive. However, it is in these moments when we need to stop. We need to look around and tune our hearts to God’s voice. It is when we do this we find peace in a hectic world and we see blessings all around us.

Are you overwhelmed? Frustrated? Seek God. Listen to God. Know that every moment that takes place is a snap shot that will never come again.

Have a blessed day!

 

Feel God

How Beautiful

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Drew

My Dearest Little Andrew,

Today, you were out riding your tricycle and having so much fun. I remember when you got your tricycle earlier in the year for your third birthday. You were so excited to learn how to ride it.

Drew, you were so cute. You would fall off but you would not get discouraged but would brush yourself off and get right back on and try again. By the end of your first week, you had mastered riding and you were so proud of your accomplishment. Yet, there wasn’t a place on either leg that didn’t have a bruise or a band-aid. 

Son, in life there will be many things you will have to learn.  Hopefully, you will tackle these learning experiences with the same determination that you had in learning to ride your tricycle. There will be bruises, cuts, and obstacles.  As these bruises, obstacles,  and cuts come along in learning remember to keep your eyes on the goal before you.  Life is about trying and keeping the right determination to fulfill your calling by God.  Always keep Christ in your heart and listen to the voice of God.  Whatever you do, don’t ever give up!

Andrew, I give you this advice because I love you. I am proud of you. God has a special plan for your life.

Love you,

Mommy

(Letter originally written May 6, 1990)

There are times in life when we are striving to reach our goal/our calling. Yet, the bruises, cuts and obstacles come our way. It is so easy to want to throw our hands up in the air and just give up. However, if we keep Christ in our heart, keep our eyes opened to God working and walking with us, the obstacles won’t be as bad as we think. Remember, it is the obstacles in the trying and living life where God is carving us into more of his likeness. Life  comes with challenges. God carving us into His likeness. How beautiful!!

“Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize 

for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. “

Philippians 3:14

 “Yet you LORD, are our Father.

We are the clay, you are the potter;

we are the work of your hand.”

Isaiah 64:8

"He is the potter and I am the clay."

I encourage you to take time to reflect on these scriptures.  Have you experienced cuts, bruises and obstacles in achieving your goal/calling in life? Give thanks to God for these experiences and acknowledge He is at work in carving you into something beautiful. Journal your thoughts on the scripture and ask God to help you stay focused on the prize before you.

Learning to be Still

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In returning and rest you shall be saved; in quietness and confidence shall be your strength.” Isaiah 30:15

Just one moment.” “The computer is running slow right now.”  “I’m sorry your order is taking so long.” “The cook is backed up in the kitchen.”  Why is it when we are in a hurry it seems that is when things run slow or we get comments such as these from the person who is trying to help us. All the while we become anxious, look at our watches and cringe because this one little snag is going to affect how  our the rest of our day/evening will go.

OR

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You experience a life altering event(s) in your life. Things happen that are beyond your control but you have to deal with it as well continue working through the responsibilities/commitments that are already set. It seems everything happens all at once. You get out of one crisis yet to face another immediately after.

I am going crazy

Since the beginning of this year. I have lived through and living through both of these scenarios.  Up until a couple of weeks ago,  I was not the most fun person to be around. I was getting frustrated because I couldn’t do all that was before me.  My head began spinning to the point I could not even process all that was coming at me.  In the midst of all of it, I knew in my heart God was there but I still felt distant from him.

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Not only was I feeling this frustration but Jim as well as feeling a bit frustrated. So many events have happened in both of our lives that he even struggled with how to prioritize. He was working long days at work and then coming home to address issues that life was dealing out to us.Thus, causing him to have long nights and little sleep.  Jim was trying to be more than one person to more than one person.  He got to the point of exhaustion that his co-workers were even becoming concern for his well-being.

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Then, the latter part of May, Jim and I packed the car and headed out on a much-needed vacation. Our plans for our trip were we had no plans. Our destination was the beach and nothing else mattered. We just wanted to be quiet and get away from all that life had been dealing out to us. It was our time and our time to connect back with each other and God.

During this week of vacation, Jim and I  simply did nothing.  In our own ways, we became still and tuned our ears and hearts back to God.  This was a time where we sought renewal and rest.

 Life happens. Maybe right now you are on a treadmill that just won’t stop. It feels as though everything and everyone is coming at you at once with some sort of need. Yet, you feel like you can’t stop and you have to keep going.

juggling life

The world we live in today seems to put the persona on us that we have to be superhuman. We are to be able to meet all sorts of deadlines, do more work with fewer people, in smaller blocks of time, and sometimes for smaller amounts of money.   We are to be more than one person to more than one person. It seems that we have to give ourselves permission to be still.

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Since our trip to the beach, Jim and I both have become more mindful of the importance of simply being still. We have come to realize that we don’t need permission to be still.  It is in the stillness where we re-connect with our Father and allow him to give us the strength to take on anything life or anyone gives us.

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Over the last couple of weeks during my quiet time, the song by the Eagles; Learn to be Still keeps coming to mind. This morning, I sat down and not only listened to the lyrics but looked up the lyrics and read them to myself. One lyric that stuck out to me was this:

“Now, the flowers in your garden

They don’s smell so sweet

Maybe you forgotten 

The heaven lying at your feet-“

We are all familiar with the phrase; “stop and smell the roses.” Unfortunately, over the last few months, life was happening so much I was not stopping to smell the roses.  In other words, I was not  sitting still in the presence of  God and counting my blessings.

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It is so easy for us to get caught up in all that is happening to us that we pray to God. We know God is there but we are not connected with him because we simply will not allow ourselves to be still. Thus, we miss the simplest of blessings that he has planned for us.  It is being in the stillness we not only experience God but we experience a little bit of heaven.

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In the last few weeks of intentionally being still and connecting with God, the things that life continues to throw at Jim and me don’t seem to be as overwhelming.  Instead, we do what we can, count our blessings and seek and experience  God’s presence and his heaven here on earth.

So, the next time you are in one of the above scenarios of waiting try not to become anxious of how it is going to affect the rest of your day/evening. Instead, take it as a message from above that maybe you just need to be still for a few minutes. Take that time to send up a breath prayer to God, observe what is going on around you, and be in tuned to God’s voice. It is in those moments of stillness you are going to experience “the heaven lying at your feet.”

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How about it? Are you ready to Learn to be Still?

Listen to the video below:

Tear Down That Wall!!

This is one of the most memorable Presidential speeches in our American history.  I still get chills today when I hear or think of this speech because of what happened as a result.  A wall had been erected in 1961 to divide Communism  from democracy during the Cold War.  A symbolic division among governments and beliefs.

This week I completed the study on Nehemiah by Kelly Minter with my small group. If you are familiar with Nehemiah you know that the Jews had been in exile in Babylon. It is seventy years later and the King is allowing the Jews to return to their homeland. They return to only see that their city had been destroyed and the wall that had once surrounded their city was torn down.

Nehemiah

Nehemiah was so heart-broken when he heard the news about Jerusalem. He prayed to God and sought God’s guidance. He gave up the comfortable life he had been living to go back to Jerusalem to re-build the wall and city.  Yet, there would be a day when a Savior would come and tear down that very wall.

Walls. Walls are barriers. In a home they divide the rooms and each room has a purpose or belongs to a certain member or members  in the family. When someone is building a home it there is usually great anticipation when the walls begin going up. Anticipation takes place because the house is beginning to come together.

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Though walls in a physical home are needed, there are walls among family members, friends, neighbors, congregations, communities and the list can go on that are unnecessarily built. These walls divide God’s people today.  Friendships and families have been broken because of walls that were built because someone could not see eye to eye. Walls have been built to the point congregations split because of differences in opinion.

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Anytime, I see disagreement or experience disagreement, it breaks my heart. It breaks my heart because I know that is not the way God wants us to live. Just as the wall came down in Berlin and people were re-united, God wants us all united together for his kingdom.  Thus, this is why he sent his Son, Jesus.  Jesus came to tear down  walls and to show us the freedom, the joy, and the peace we receive when we choose to tear down the walls that divide us.

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I grew up a United Methodist and I still worship in a United Methodist church. A few years ago the United Methodist Church wrote a new campaign for our church; Open Hearts, Open Minds and Open Doors. It is the church’s way of tearing down walls that may prevent people who are hurting, in need of God’s love and are searching to enter the doors of the church. In other words, we want to meet people where they are  on their life’s journey. It doesn’t matter who they are, how they are dressed or the economic status but what matters is that the church wants  the person to  know they are loved and the church is a place where they can come and experience God and grow in their faith journey. (You can see the video of this campaign on the right side bar of this page).

Today, there may be a wall that has been built between you and another person. You may not know why that wall was built. Or, it could have been built because of a misunderstanding of some kind.  A wall could have been built because of a difference in opinion.

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No matter how that wall was built, it is time to tear down that wall!  It is time to place the situation into God’s hands. Seek forgiveness from God and from the person(s).  Invite Jesus to come into the situation/circumstance and ask Him to help you tear down that wall! 

Remember what it was like when the wall was torn down in Berlin? There was much excitement and celebrating. There were some families that were united and freer to see each other.  You could see great joy as it was shown on television.

Isn’t it time for you to experience a new freedom? Isn’t it time for you to experience that joy? Take your wall to God. Allow him and His Son, Jesus to take that wall down brick by brick.  Trust me, if you do this, you will find a freedom and joy in your heart that outweighs the bitterness and hurt that takes place when walls are built.

What do you say? Tear down the wall that divides. Experience joy and peace!

Keep Your Eyes Open

 

 

In the summer of 1994, the movie, Forest Gump was released and became an instant hit. As the movie opens, you see Forest sitting on a park bench in Savannah, Georgia waiting for a bus. As he waits he begins to tell people who sit down with him his story. Thus, the movie/ his story begins to unfold before our eyes. At the end of the movie, we see a gentleman sitting with him listening to Forest complete his story. When Forest reveals who he is the gentleman has a hard time believing that he has been sitting with the owner of Bubba Gump Shrimp Co.  It is beyond this gentleman’s comprehension.

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Thinking about this scene makes me think of the morning in the garden when Mary goes to the tomb of Jesus. She is upset because Jesus is not in the tomb. She wants to know where he has been taken so that she can care for his body. A  gardener appears before her and speaks to her. At first this person is a stranger to her but then her eyes are opened and she realizes it is Jesus.

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Later two disciples are walking on the road to Emmaus talking among themselves. Can you imagine the conversation they were having with one another? I am sure they were in somewhat of a surreal  state of mind. They were asking if they had actually seen/experienced what they had seen in the past days. They simply wanted to make sense out of all that happened.

 We have all had those surreal moments where we ask, did what happen just happen? Yet, in the midst of their conversation, a stranger comes up to them and ask if he can join them on their walk. Of course, the stranger is welcomed and the two men begin to tell what they had experienced in the days past. The stranger listens intently to their story.

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Next scene, the stranger is welcome to join them for dinner. It is when the bread is blessed and broken that their eyes are opened. They see first hand that what had been prophesied was for real. Christ had risen and he was right there before them.

Many times on my Facebook wall, I will post what I call April’s Random Thoughts. It is in these thoughts I encourage my friends/readers to stay in tuned to God’s voice because you never know where you will encounter Him throughout the day.  It is when we stay in tuned to God’s voice with an open heart and mind we discover that we will experience Christ in something we do during the day. Or, we experience Christ through a person that is put in our path. In other words, we can be sitting on a bench and listening to someone’s story and as they finish up and move on, we realize that we had encountered Christ, one of His ambassadors and/or one of God’s angels.

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Starting today, I ask that you approach each day with an open heart and mind. Ask God to reveal himself to you throughout the day.  Be aware of his presence in ALL that you do. If you do this, you will see and experience Christ in ways that are beyond comprehension!

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Keep your eyes open!

Love God

You Are My Favorite…..

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Last night, Jim and I were out eating dinner. In the booth behind us was a set of grandparents taking their granddaughter out to dinner. I could not help but over hear some of their conversation. It was all so sweet and you could tell they were enjoying their evening out. Then, I heard the grandfather say to his granddaughter; “did you know that you are my favorite granddaughter?” Then, I heard a small voice sweetly reply; “really?”.  The grandmother began to explained to their granddaughter that she was the favorite granddaughter because she was their only granddaughter.

Jim Hawkins, Sr. standing with his favorite youngest grandson and his favorite son....at our favorite son's wedding.

Jim Hawkins, Sr. standing with his favorite youngest grandson and his favorite son….at our favorite son’s wedding.

As I over heard this conversation, I could not help but smile. Needless to say, a flood of memories ran rapidly through my mind. I shared with Jim what I had just heard and he smiled with a tear in his eye. I so wanted to turn and say something to this precious family but I refrained out of respect to their having their special time with their granddaughter.

By now, you are wondering why this over heard conversation meant so much to me as I heard it. And, you may wonder why Jim smiled with a tear in his eye as I shared what I had heard.  The answer is simple. We were reminded of Jim’s dad who passed away this past January. Jim’s dad was known to keep a level playing field among friends and family. He had a way of seeing each person’s uniqueness and what made them stand out. How he did this in the family was he had a favorite. Just like this grandfather that was talking to his granddaughter last night, he would tell my niece that she was his favorite granddaughter because she was the only granddaughter.

Bryan, Bethany and Drew The favorite grandchildren

Bryan, Bethany and Drew
The favorite grandchildren

Not only did he tell my niece that she was his favorite granddaughter, he would tell my nephew that he was his favorite oldest grandson. My son, Drew was his favorite youngest grandson. I was his favorite daughter-n-law and Jim was his favorite son. Jim’s sister was his favorite daughter and her husband was his favorite son-n-law.  Jim’s dad showed no partiality to anyone. At his funeral, as each one of us got up to share our thoughts and memories we would introduce ourselves as his favorite…… This over heard conversation was also a comfort for Jim and me. For us, it was Jim’s dad looking down from heaven and reminding us that though we are no longer together on this earth, we are still his favorite.  It was a wink and a smile from heaven.

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As I was getting dressed this morning, I was reflecting on what I had heard int he booth behind me  in Fazoli’s last night.  In this reflecting back, God whispered in my ear. He said; “April, did you know that you are my favorite child?” My response was unlike the little girl responding back to her grandfather last night but it was more of a “wow!”.  It was also humbling for me because I know God’s family is huge! In this huge family each person is his favorite.

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Psalm 139 came to my mind. In this scripture we are reminded that God knows everything about us. He knows our good qualities and our faults. Yet, he loves us all!  Each one of us are his favorite because he knows our uniqueness. We are fearfully and wonderfully made!   In the words of Matthew West; “I am the child of the one TRUE KING!”   Each one of us is not only the child of the King but each one of us are his favorite!   In the days ahead, stay in tuned to God’s voice. Because you never know when you will be reminded that you are his favorite with a wink and a smile from heaven. After all, Jim and I were reminded while eating dinner at a Fazoli’s restaurant.

Have a blessed weekend and enjoy the video below:

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