Monthly Archives: June 2011
Freedom
Tired, weary and heart-broken and with a lot on my mind before going to bed one evening, I said a prayer to God asking Him to get me through all that was before me. There were things that had happened in recent days that even I was questioning God and asking Him a lot of why questions. I continued to mumble and talk to God as I drifted off to sleep.
During the night, I heard a hymn being sung. This song being sung was so audible that I would have thought Jim was singing right in my ear but it was not him singing nor was this beautiful serenade outside my head. This song was being sung inside my head. It was the most beautiful sounding voice I have ever heard to the point I simply cannot describe this voice singing to me. I don’t even remember dreaming anything before hearing this voice but as I laid there a sense of peace came over me. My questioning of “why” to God seemed no longer necessary. The song being sung to me was one of my favorite songs by Chris Tomlin, ‘Amazing Grace My Chains Are Gone.’ A song representing freedom from bondage.
As I had gone to bed that evening, one of my questions to God was why my son’s best friend was taken so soon. I had told God it was not fair. Josh was young and had so much before him. But, when I awoke from this serenade, I knew Josh was set free from all the earthly bandages. Josh was in his eternal home where he had received the ultimate prize and freedom.
This Monday, we will celebrate the Fourth of July. It is a day set aside to celebrate our freedom. In July, 1776, the people of what is now called the United States of America, declared their freedom from England. After a long hard battle of fighting, America was set free and became its own independent country. But, not everyone was free. Slavery was a very big issue in our country which eventually divided our country. Civil War broke out between the North and the South but, eventually an agreement came to be and the slaves were set free.
Along with becoming an independent country, freeing those in the bandages of slavery, a brave man named Martin Luther King made his mark in history. He pursued equal rights and opportunities for everyone. In his famous speech, he says ‘free at last, free at last, thank God Almighty we are free at last.” Sadly, he did not live to see his dream become a reality.
Men and women have signed up for military duty to protect our freedom. They sacrifice time away from their families, and their lives so that we may remain free and so that each person has opportunity in life. Not only do they sacrifice their lives and time, but their families also sacrifice for their loved ones to be gone to serve and protect our freedom and the freedom and rights of others.
Then, there is the ultimate sacrifice of freedom where ALL of our chains of earthly bondage are broken. This ultimate sacrifice is our Lord, Jesus Christ being nailed on a cross so that we may be set free from all our sin and things that put us in bondage. It is difficult to be in true relationship with God when we are bound by sin and with the worldly things that enslave us. Yet, when we invest in a relationship with Christ, we experience our chains being broken and God’s ultimate grace.
Freedom is what we will celebrate on the Fourth of July. As you celebrate this freedom with picnics, fireworks and special time with friends and family, celebrate your freedom in Christ. For, there will be a day when each one of us, will receive the ultimate freedom and all earthly chains will fall off of us. May each one of us enter the gates of heaven saying “free at last, free at last. Thank God Almighty, I am free at last.” Until then, carry these words in your mind and heart:
Amazing Grace (My Chains Are Gone)
Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost but now I’m found
Was blind, but now I see
‘Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed
My chains are gone
I’ve been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Unending love, Amazing grace
The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion by
As long as life endures
My chains are gone
I’ve been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Unending love, Amazing grace
The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The forbear to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine
YOU are forever mine
“Stand fast therefore in the liberty by which Christ has made us free, and do not be entangled again with a yoke of bondage.” Galatians 5:1
I encourage you to give God what has you bond from enjoying the life He has given you. Then, experience His grace and freedom.
Blessings
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Life, Life, Life
“Work, work, work” was sent to me by my son as we chatted on-line one evening. My response was “life, life, life.” Then, as I ended my conversation with Drew, I was reminded of the scripture from John 10:10 “The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.” Don’t you just love it that God wants us to have life abundantly? Does life get to be too abundant at times?
In recent days and weeks, life has happened to the Hawkins’ home. It is like we get through one hurdle and then another one pops up out of no where. There are days when we just want to tell the world to stop so we can catch a breath and get a grip on all that is happening. Yet, the world does not stop. Life goes on regardless of where we are in it. So, we take a deep breath and forward on to do what is put before us. Some days it is best to take it all one step at a time and one day at a time. In these moments it is even more important to embrace our hand in the hand of God. It is from Him, where we draw our strength. Living life abundantly means being carved more into His image and into more of His perfection.
Yes, we are being carved more into His image when we have to rely on God for our strength. When life comes abundantly, however, God has reminded me that we learn more about His grace and more of how to put His grace into practice. It is in living life abundantly where we become stronger in our faith and where our relationship with Christ grows even more.
So, has life been one hurdle after another hurdle? Does your list say; “work, work, work” with a response that is “life, life, life?” Are you ready to tell the world to stop so that you can get caught up? If so, stop, take the hand of God and let Him walk with you through it one step at a time and one day at a time. Then, as you walk with God through the hurdles one step at a time and one day at time, know that you are being molded more into His likeness and your relationship with Him grows stronger.
Christ came to give us life abundantly. And, it is in living and making it through the abundance of life that one day we will receive eternal life. In eternal life with our King, it will be a life of abundance far more than we could ever imagine. It is going to be an awesome “life, life, life.”
Blessings
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The Master’s Walking Stick

CR and Jackie Hill Congratulations on 47 years of ministry
On Sunday, June 5, 2011, we paid tribute to my dad, Dr. CR Hill, Jr. for his 47 years of ministry. Dad will be retiring from the pulpit on June 19, 2011. Among the thoughts shared by family at Sunday’s worship hour, my husband, Jim wrote a poem in my dad’s honor.
Anyone who knows my dad knows that he has a love for the outdoors. Hiking, fishing and biking are among his favorite past times as well as carving things out of wood. Jim’s poem does a beautiful job describing my father in his ministry and how dad has touched the lives of others over the years. It is a privilege and honor to be able to share Jim’s poem with my readers.
The Master’s Walking Stick
It was a scene I had witnessed
Had seen it many times before
Southern gentleman, knife in hand
Shavings scattered on the floor
The branch, it was long
He had notched the first dimple
Intent on his task
Making it all look so simple
(He says) It is raw material so far
There’s a lot to be done
Tis a work that’s in progress
Whittling out here in the sun
The stick at this point
There are reasons I choose it
I must know the ways and needs
Of the one who will use it
Will it be slight
Fully meant for display?
Or will it be used
For trails, day after day?
He sized up the stick
With potential in sight
It’s now up to the Master
To bring the function to light
As I watched this take place
Something started to click
There is a parallel here
between this man and this stick
This man at one time
was hard and pointy as a fork
It took no genius to see
He was a raw piece of work
As a child in our army
He was chosen to be
The first line of defense
Between the Eastern Bloc and me
He came home from his tour
Reunited with his home
It was not long after that
He had a family of his own
Tours and family made him tough
He persisted to stay
And just like that old stick
He was formed in God’s way
When he returned state side
He labored then he saw
The Master had a plan
And he answered the call
The Master continued his work
Refinement takes time
With perseverence and grace
He’s been polished to a shine
God’s walking stick is finished
Work is done, so we think
It’s been worn but worn well
A career seems but gone in a blink
C.R. You have given your best
So we ask what is next?
What’s the Master have now
For us to add to this text
Many may ask
Is this stick laid to rest?
To this I say “No”
There are still trails yet to test
One By One…Making A Difference
In my post Renewal of the Soul and Heart, I shared my anticipation of getting away for vacation. This trip would involve time in the Smoky Mountains, walking by mountain streams and listening to God speak to me. It also included going on down to the beach and watching the waves come in and come out. I shared that when I watch the waves of the ocean come in and out that they remind me of God bringing in new and washing away old. The waves also remind me of how we breathe in and breathe out.
This week I have been on that much-anticipated vacation. However, before leaving for our trip, our family received so very devastating news. Our son, Drew Hawkins lost his best friend, Josh who was more like a brother to Drew in high school than friend. Drew and Josh ran cross-country and track together. They were training buddies with Josh pushing Drew to rise to and beyond his potential in each race they ran. Josh was serving in the Navy and based in San Diego when he was swimming two weeks ago and got caught in a rip tide. It has been something that our entire family cannot get our heads around and comprehend.
As Jim and I walked on the beach yesterday, the story of the gentleman running on the beach and throwing star fish back in the ocean came to mind. The story chronicles a young man running on the beach and on this beach are many star fish. When star fish are out of water for a long period of time they will eventually die. So, to not see this happen this young man begins to one by one throw star fish back into the ocean one at a time. As he was doing this, a gentleman approaches this young man and ask; “what are you doing?” The young man replied;‘putting the star fish back in the water so they won’t die.” The gentleman responds; “but there are many, there is no way you can save all these star fish.” The young man replied as he picked up another star fish and throwing it into the ocean; “yes, but I made a difference with that one.” Needless to say, the gentleman had no response to this young man’s reply.
Josh Yeckering reminds me of that young man running on the beach. Josh touched lives wherever he went. He saw potential in people. Josh encouraged others to rise to and beyond their potential. He left his mark on this earth and on many people. One by one, he made a difference in each person’s life he encountered. Our son, Drew was one of those people Josh encouraged, placed challenge on top of challenge when it came to Drew’s running and his life’s ambitions. My husband and I know part of Drew’s character was molded out of this close friendship with Josh.
This next Monday, Josh will be home where family and friends will join together to pay tribute to this young man who was taken all to soon. There is no doubt in my mind that one star fish after another will share how Josh made a difference and an impact on their lives. Though Josh has left this earthly world, he left a legacy among those who knew him well. It is up to each one of us who knew and loved Josh to carry on with his legacy. The legacy is to one by one make a difference in someone’s life, encourage others to rise to their potential and beyond, and to love each person we encounter.
So, how about it? There are many star fish awaiting to be thrown back in the water, wanting to survive what the world puts before them and simply needing that encouragement to rise to their potential and beyond. I challenge you to one by one make a difference on someone’s life and the world. Along with this challenge, remember that each one of us leave a mark on other’s lives as well, as long as we are on this earth.
In the words of Paul; “Do you not know that who run in a race all run, but one receives the prize? Run in such a way that you may obtain it. And everyone who competes for the prize is temperate in all things. Now they do it to obtain a perishable crown. Therefore, I run thus: not with uncertainty. Thus I fight; not as one who beats the air. But I discipline my body and bring it into subjection, least when I have preached to others, I myself should be disqualified (1 Corinthians 9:24-27). Josh, you encouraged others not only in their training in running but in their training in life. You ran the perfect race. Now, you have crossed that final finish line and without a doubt have received your prize.
Blessings
This post is dedicated to Joshua Yeckering taken from us too soon but forever remembered.

Josh Yeckering (left) and our son Drew Hawkins (right) They were in high school when Josh took this trip with us.
The KING…….is still in the building

- Elvis Presley
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